What I do

[trina XXL]

I get asked what I do for a living, and the answer sounds a lot wilder than it is.

I do phone sex.

The truth is it is just a job, if you watch me on my cam (and you can ... trinaxxl on yahoo) I look like I am getting into it but to me I can't make it sound real unless I am doing the expressions and moving like rocking or bouncing, it all comes across in the voice.

People ask me if I ever get off on the calls.

But the truth is it NO, many of the calls are just plain gross, these are guys who can't find anyone to satisfy their darker desires so they call the phone line. I am not turned on by people talking about some of the pretty gross crap they want, or by dominating men or by pretending to be 18 and "Looking much younger."

These men are not talking to ME, they are talking to Tiffany or Jill or Kim... 18 to 21, (I am 38) slender (not me), anywhere from 32B to a 38DD (I am a 50H) and blonde when not black or Asian. I can't get off when I know they could never be turned on by guys I know would never touch me if they could.

Desire turns me on most, a mans desire for me makes me hot, knowing that he wants ME for who I am gets me so turned on. I hate when a guy only wants part of me, part of who I am, my body or my submission or my time but not all of me.

I always seem to be in relationships with guys who adore me for the person I am, love spending time with me, have a lot in common with me and want me to be with them BUT they dont desire me physically all that much, or I have guys who like me but dont want to date me and dont have much in common with me but want me physically a lot.

If I could just find a middle ground I would be happy, I need to find a frankenboyfriend kit, I could take the best parts of all of them and put them together and have the perfect BF.

Yeah it could happen

[GreyKnight]

I have to say that the frankenboyfriend kit would sell millions. ;) From the pictures I've seen, you are physically beautiful (no I'm not insane), and from the words you've written on here, you do show that you're not a mindless bimbo. :)
A pleasure to meet you by the way, thanks for the add.

[nolan]

I would love yuo for you and both physically and mentally. Women of size are wonderful lovers and really know how to take care of thier men.